hmm. first of all, im writing this post because i leave for india in four days. yes, thats right. FOUR DAYS. really? yes. for the past couple of weeks ive been having freak out sessions a couple times a day where i cant believe im actually going. that God is actually enabling me to do this. woah now. crazy. The Lord will fulfill His purpose for me.

but seriously? are you kidding me? this girl who's afraid of everything is going to the other side of the world? HA. because maybe you didnt know it, but i am chief at being scared of everything. i am gifted in that area. if they had contests, i think i might win. i went to get my immunizations. i cried. are you kidding me? HA. oh goodness. what on earth am i thinking?

but honestly, its not me thinking. its God in me. it has to be. there is no other way, couldnt possibly be. ive been reading in proverbs about the fear of the Lord for the past couple of days. perfect timing. and this is where ive been realizing that fear is a great thing, at least that kind. other than that, there is nothing to fear.

His grace is sufficient for me.it always has been, and it always will be. amen and amen.

So in a few short days my dear friends and i will leave for the airport. Because God not only blessed me with being able to go, but He blessed me with two dear friends on this adventure. Two sweet girls who do not even know what a treasure they are to me, how God has used them in my life. truly, these two girls are true daughters of Christ. meet them and be challenged to walk more like Christ. talk with them and be encouraged on this beautiful journey of life. laugh with them and be blessed. spend time with them, and learn to LOVE.

its going to be a great adventure. and Christ is going to do amazing things in us, i know. May He be walking the streets where you are today.